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day 0 of school

2011-08-17T00:23:00.001+08:00

school has officially ended for me. i am no longer schooling from this day on.

i'll be on my internship at SGH - Pharmacy from October onwards for 16 weeks. scary, nervous and exciting at the same time. fweird. sigh. i cant believe im not gonna school anymore.

i'd definitely miss the food, eyecandies, boys, teachers, friends...

speaking of friends. well, sadly in my poly life i've failed to gain like a close, tight-knit group of school mates. all i have are my classmates. and you know how my school works. we change class every semesters = new group of classmates.

and as a matter of fact, all my friends in my "class-clique" rn already have their own set of friends they gained over the past few semesters.

indeed, i am a loner. OETORIYA OETORIYA. oh well. i hate this. wished i had more friends. you know what i constantly worry about? going to prom. i really wanna go to prom. but, do i have a group to go with? i keep thinking about it. hope i'd have at least 1 friends to go with. :/

THAT ASIDE.

school's over. hello working life. hello office hours. hello bigger and heavier responsibilities. hello doctors. hello cute med students. teehee~~

thank you Republic Polytechnic for the 3 years worth of memories. :)

Hi

2011-07-20T00:13:00.001+08:00

half the year has past. pretty fast, if you ask me. many things done, many more things left pending. i still haven't got a new job, still stuck at the skytower. i want 2 jobs anyway.

school has been stressing. final year is no joke. so many things to rush. but all in honesty, it isn't. it's quite relaxed, you just have to plan well. this shows that i obviously have poor planning skills.

kpop wise? hurhurr b2st, mblaq, t-ara, tmax, afterschool, BB, 2ne1, touch, x5, dgna, missA, ukiss in 2 months. DAE OR BAK? :3 sigh, junhyung has a girlf. jonghyun eats pork. sky is blue, grass is green.

bored, so i pressed f8 and typed this junk. will be back soon, whenever i feel like it. guess laziness comes with age? good night!

The day I left Cinenow.

2011-06-03T02:35:00.001+08:00

well i've decided to create a blog entry on the day i left Cinenow. just decided to document it somewhere for archiving.

so anyway i've been working at cinenow for 2.5yrs and i've finally left. i actually wanted to just stay there till the end of my polylife like, for 3years. the pay's not too good but at least its a simple job, short hours, flexible days and within walking distance. BUT OFC, it all comes with a huge burden. you gotta please these customers, they're no joke. they're all pissy adults wanting the best from the dvds.

plus my colleagues suck like hell. its so hard for them to compromise and they do not know anything about the workflow. what they do at work is bring their own laptop and slack for the whole time. bitches.

and early this year i've decided to quit and look for a new job until that 1 day in May, HQ called me up to inform me of the closure, taking place end of May. yup, cease of operations. i was disappointed, no doubt. for a sec it felt like the whole world was crumbling but the next moment i cheered. that job gave me all the shits like how the dumb machine broke down every now and then.

but i'm really missing work already. i miss my machine and my customers. i miss the residents and the cleaner-uncle. i've grown so attached to them like wtf 2.5years. i dont miss my colleagues because i work alone hahaha.

alright, that's enough. i wish my company good luck and i really do wonder when it'll close down for good hahahhaha. for now, i just gotta concentrate on looking for a new job.

dayse7en

2011-04-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Rude people
Annoying people
People-ignoring-you people
Tattoos

day6

2011-03-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

family
h0neys
3 fat gurls
tlist
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Management

2011-01-14T23:32:00.001+08:00

i think i need to manage my anger better. must remain calm at all times. and try not to damage things. i threw my phone on my bed out of anger, it was quite a strong throw and it bounced off the wall. u_u wailt. now, the cupcake charm i had forever on my phone... i can't use it anymore. it broke.

sigh. tonight wasn't a good night. i get angry at every lil thing. hope tmr would be better. :)

2011

2011-01-05T13:54:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year guys! 5 days late, not cool.

i think i should start blogging. i really want to document my life somewhere and when i grow old, god-willing, i'll still be able to read my jagung years.

am currently in class, waiting for it to resume while listening to TVXQ'S 5th album and i gotta give HoMin props for sounding amazing but i cant help thinking about how jae/chun/su's voice would complement the song even better. :'(

guess once bist goes on a hiatus.... back to my first ever fandom.

i'll talk more soon. till then~

5th Day

2010-12-02T23:36:00.001+08:00

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Lie
Not paying attention in class
Eat like there's no tomorrow
Lazing around during religious class
Being stingy with food lmao
Embarrass myself

Day 4

2010-11-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1) Whether I'll be in love
2) How much my pay would be
3) What people think of me
4) Whether I'll pass the test
5) Being careful not to trip and fall
6) Living up to my parent's expectation
7) Being obsessed with Korean men

Day Three

2010-11-16T01:04:00.001+08:00

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Save a damsel(me) in distress.
Make me a dish/bake a cake/cook me something!
Bring me a jar of Green M&Ms
Teach me how to ace a test
Surprise me at work with roses and a cup of milk tea
Sing a song from under my house. (i aint gunna stay on da 2nd floor for nothing)
Introduce me as someone who "has your heart"
Protect me from all the evil and ugly

Day Two:

2010-11-07T17:09:00.000+08:00

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1) In a week, I get about 2 rest days. I'm usually working after school and on weekends.
2) Yes, I have 2 jobs. A photographer at a tourist site and the other one at a DVD renting place.
3) I need to look for a new crush so when I bump into my old one, my heart won't go all cardiac arrest on me.
4) I am very much in delusion; with Korean boys.
5) I have something in my right eye. So don't freak out when you see me.
6) I want to get married to a musician.
7) I love rings, very much. I'm waiting for a diamond ring.
8) My cyber life is more interesting than my rl.
9) I want to get into University! Maybe overseas, even if it takes me another 5 years.

Day One:

2010-10-21T22:03:00.001+08:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

hey, maybe its time for you to take a break. things will get better in time. for now, just plan on doing well and prove the world wrong. i got your back. :)
words can't express how much i love you, tee-l.
you owe me a cup of Frostys!!
stop talking like you're the boss. you annoy me sometimes.
wished you were more like me and less like some nerd. its hard to talk sometimes.
please get better soon. you belong on the field!
when do i get to see my honeys again?
you should totally stop being sucha dick because i hate having one as a colleague.
15 weeks we gonna spend together. things must stop being awkward.
it's been awhile since i saw you at home....

10 day challenge ~

2010-10-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

JPk

2010-09-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

JAY PARK IN FRIGGIN SINGAPURR!!

so i went to his airport arrival with heeyyaaaatitit. we were late, rushing. when his flight landed, we were still waiting for the bus. we totally ran to the arrival hall and moments ltr, the star himself exited and HE WAS IN HIS FULLEST SHINING MIDGET LIKE FLAWLESS GLORY. <3

he was so short and tiny and fragile and had amazing skin. so after he left, i was still staring at his van from afar while the other girls around me were hugging their friends, SOBBING, and shouting. srsly, why da f didju cry fat bitch? U UGLY SO GO AWAY I HATE YR FACE WHY DO I SEE U EVRYWHER? B2ST? UKISS? JP TOO?1 cry moar. grr.

plus i met my twitter/fb/onrine friend, Ruzanna! she and her friend made their own AOM tees and it was stunning! heard they got those tees for the rest of the boys too! WOOHOO. (Y)

k. so today, 26th, Jay had his show at Wavehouse, Sentosa. that's like 15mins away from my workplace so i visited ama and hans while they were queuing earlier before work. they were friggin like, first 20 lah! damn close omggggg. good for them!

back at work, i was keeping a lookout incase any qts take the ride or at least i bump into them. I WANTED TO KIDNAP THEM AND MAKE THEM TAKE PICS WITH ME OK. :( sigh, sadly none came to imbiah station. sobz.

after work, went to wavehouse to meet them and while walking, THEIR VAN FRIGGIN CAME OUT IT WAS LIKE STARSTRUCK MOMENT i just stood there and waved to jerome. QT. JEROM R U FETUS? Y U SO SMALL AND KIYUT?

dayum i should've gone it must've beeen lotsa fun. i'll see you soon JP and AOM! :D

20th

2010-09-20T21:02:00.000+08:00
i've been meaning to blog but i just can't gather my thoughts. either that, or im just plain lazy. i need an online journal to express myself better. well, not that i can't express it all without typing it down, just that it feels better yknw. idk. o wellz.

weekly forecast: full plans ahead with high cash flow due to work and hariraya outings with friends and family. expect dying ezlink card and bloated tummies.

good night!

Tune in:

2010-08-31T03:46:00.000+08:00

I'LL BE ~~THERE~~ BACK...

HAPPY 1ST IQRAM!

2010-06-27T00:17:00.000+08:00
it was totally last minute so i woke up and asked my mom if she had any "stock" i could give to a baby boy. and i swear i had no idea he's only a year old. really.

wrapped it up and headed to 115A i swear that area is a mindfuq i mean i was at 115 and im like kaaay it should be nearby BUT NOOOO. so i asked a group of small kids like prolly 7, 8yrs old and they said "115A VERY FAR LEHH MUST CROSS ROAD ONE!"

kay. so reached there, met @fzll @ohmyjeyda and @Ama_Park and we ate ate ate. fried chicken, and the oblig birthday dish, MEE BIRTHDAY AKA MI HOON GORENG PUTIH. hahaha.

the bday cake was awesome! home-made brownie and tiramisu cake. delish. a pity i hadta leave early for work. thanks for inviting me shahida! happy 1st iqram! may you grow up into a fine young boy. take care of you aunt @shah_ida!

8)

Deep thinking

2010-06-26T01:05:00.000+08:00
sry for the lack of updates guys. i need to regain composure especially after what happened during the past week.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAST. kbye.

DAEHANMINGUK!

2010-06-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

WG, UKSS, B2ST.
8)

BCK2SCH

2010-06-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

thanks laiyinna for the koala! she got it when she was in aussie :D

psssh. the 2 weeks holidays for RP students are o-v-e-r. so, what did i do when my friends were busy with their soccer, dates with boys, clubbing, studying, travelling overseas, working their ass off, getting a part time job, hanging out with their gfs, going out each day, heading to school for meetings, attending concerts?

i worked. and did a lil of going out. but i mainly worked. like prolly in a week, worked 5 to 6 days. yahhhh. sad eh.

back to school and it was so "presh", many were sporting new hairstyles! :D wished i had a new haircut too. gonna trim it soon. or i'll get my mom to cut it or something. save $$.

chemistry wasn't all that bad for starters. was pretty manageable when me and natasha could actually solve the problem.

work. work work. what else right. kbye.

I AM A

2010-06-13T02:01:00.003+08:00

BLOOD TYPE O+!

imma universal donor butttttttttt i can only receive from Os and Os only. HSA's blood bank sent me a letter and i can start donating blood next month! WOOHOO. but i still need work my arms out. i need em veins to be poppin yo. ltrz

Kung fu shoes!

2010-06-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

yeh, so i bought tt pair of black flats for aqilah. my dad said, "ehhh, new kungfu shoes?" lmao.

my dad took the day off to stay home and keep and eye on the construction workers hacking my toilet. saddddedzzz. 3 days need to do everything at my parents room.

they started at like 9 friggin am and began drilling and stuffs IT WAS SO NOISY I HAD TO WAKE UP AT 11. headed to orchard with thoughts of getting a new shoe for my younger sister. my belated birthday treat. she needed a pair anyway, unlike me hahaa. i still want moar shuuz.

settled for a pair of black crotchet ballet flats from New Look while me and eldersis tried on several pairs of heels. walked around but nothing caught my eye. boohoo.

and had brunch at LJS. nomnomnonm. headed back home and watch a lil of music ban before heading out to work again for me.

Confessions.

2010-06-09T00:44:00.003+08:00

"I asked myself what could I do?
What I could do is still, only, to sing.
To all our fans, I wish to convey through my songs.
I can only sing.
I want to sing."
- Xiah, Kim Junsu

Holding on to the same heart

2010-06-09T00:24:00.006+08:00

the other day, JYJ held their Thanksgiving concert at Kyocera Dome. it was beautiful. they sang their solo songs from past Toho albums and also new songs. and of course, tears had to be shed.

sigh. wished i was there.

i can't stop listening to W. "...now I'm just wishing for you to be happy, we'll climb the stairs before us, one by one, and as we continue to imagine our future, we'll be waiting for you..." it's beautiful. my hair immediately rose when i heard junsu struggling to sing because he was sobbing.

SHUPAJUNIORRRRHHH

2010-06-06T00:45:00.001+08:00

buy a phone and get invited to suju's hp showcase in SING-FRIGGIN-PORE. gosh. many died to get their hands on it. they arrived today at like 4 idek, headed to Marina Bay Sands for rehearsal and their media launch at 7ish and then the showcase. and headed back to korea at like 11pm.

they performed like friggin bonamana, pj party, rokugo, sorrysorry and yesung's solo. I'D DIE TO WATCH SORRYSORRY AND ROKUGO AND ALL OF TT LIVE. sigh.

and according to ~maybe~ reliable sources.....SUPER. SHOW. 3?! ZOMG. they said it themselves. but, if there's one in Malaysia...idek. we'll see.

i breathed hard enough today. PALLLI DORAWAAAAA~~~~~!!!!!!!!! or not.

MAHAL KITA!

2010-06-05T01:04:00.001+08:00

did opening at work alone but thankfully, it rained pretty hard and lasted for about 90mins. WHEEEEE.

and i saw the hottest Pinoy dude omg he was so cute i was so shy to even approach his family to sell the pictures he is the cutest i dont care imma post his pic here. he'll make a great accessory! he's in white!

Townown

2010-06-04T00:14:00.006+08:00

team taem!!

mmm oneway luv!

planned with ama and kakya or as glamorously known as heyaaati to head to town for some retail therapy. plus maybe plan or get a new outfit.

walked around and i really had my eyes on a pair of chinos and maxi dress. SO PRETTTTY. :Q__ sigh $_$_$_$_$_$ keje pon tak guna.

so walked around and headed to graffiti cafe and had peach milk tea and it was so nice. plus the walls were vandalized well. i swear, you could play, "Where's Waldo?" there. and 90% of the walls were covered with kpop confessions. a sign of their love to the k-dols i guess.

i'd love to scribble there 1 day. prz to be going thar agn plz sankyu.

at the end of the day, i welcomed home a layered chain necklace and a cheapo belt. LIKE FINALLLEH.

JEYDA!

2010-06-03T22:34:00.005+08:00

♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAHIDAH QATRUNNADA! ♥♥

HAHAHA PARDON OUR FUGLY FESHUN PLUS THE COOL POSES HEHEHE

top of the world!

zzz they nvr say take photo nicely whut

the plan was to meet at 10 at Northpoint's macDs for breakfast but i arrived 45mins late and jeyda, the birthday girl arrived like when it was lunch hour. 11am.

had a hearty lovely breakfast. shouldn't have bought cappuccino. should have chose regular coffee. tsk. prolly my first macD breakfast in a while.

we got jeyda a cheapo pocky cake. we were inspired by a fellow Cassiopeia. :D but sadly, our time was cut short. the cleaner asked us to leave. erm, i understand if we're not eating and just lazing there BUT we were almost done. we still had our drinks and hashbrowns to eat. tsktsk.

walked around northpoint for a mo till we decided to head off to Salvation Army while izyan heads back home to spend the day with her mom and pop.

salvation army was dope but found nothing to our liking. prolly gonna drop by to get a blazer and other cool stuffs. but we had a great laugh wearing the tiny circle glasses and dressing in baggy and furry outerwear.

i luv u grlz.

happy 19th jeyda. hope things get even better for you this year because i believe last year was pretty sucky. well, i sincerely wish you all the best. and stop skipping lessons you need a friggin GPA 3 damnit. ^^ k bye. ♥

Candles

2010-05-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

Mayday

2010-05-27T17:24:00.000+08:00
i swear. May is just not my month. i've been getting so darn lazy to blog. i'm an avid blogger no more. sigh. i love blogging. but i get so occupied and i forget i own an online journal.

what have i been up to? i lost weight! my mom made me weigh myself. that weighing scale better not lie else imma cut it. and now i can fit into my sister's chinos. woohoo.

school...has been fine. my classmates are a bunch of happy goobers. i don't want this semester to end so soon. can you believe it. we're halfway through the year. and halfway through the semester. time sure is scary when it passes by.

work? work. has always been a drag. idk why im still in this shithole. oh well. it's like a contract i made on my own. to work, till i'm done paying my laptop installments. else, where am i going to get the $60 from? life ain't so smooth sailing you know. well, financially.

fandom wise. it's getting all srs bzns. korea, you never change, don't chu? will do a kpop post soon. i'm getting the kpop withdrawals from my dead blog. k wtf am i typing.

going to end work in 6 mins. YAY. ttyl.

HEI!

2010-05-16T13:26:00.000+08:00

we had:

my monthly fix

NOT temaki senpai.

and some of

am definitely not a fan of cold noodles.

and kakiage, the crisp of my life.

and Qoo, to wash it all down.

DOMO, NEE-CHAN! :D

LOOTS!

2010-05-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

someone bury my atm card. k, i'm gonna stop spending any more money until my bill arrives. WHERE IS THE DAMNED BILL! I WANNA PAY IT ASAP DAMNIT.

today's initial plan was to get myself a connector ring at wisma's F21. i saw it few weeks ago and was dying to get it.

instead, got em at 313. I LUV CONNECTOR AND KNUCKLE RINGS. natasha acknowledged my rings collection lulllllz yeah. my fetish. you know how it all started? T.O.P or TABI. he's the only one in Big Bang who wears all sorts of rings and i was jeluz. so, i started collecting rings. a pity we only have 10 fingers.

met heyaaaaati and watched 1989's performance at Cine. it's been a while since i headed there. the last time was. when i wanted to head to scape. it's just stupid. k anyway. they were great! it was nice listening to guitar riffs, drum solos and screaming vocals for a change.

rushed up to Rockstar and bought a Baggu Duck tote immediately. damnit why are Toms lined with pig skin? GRR. i really dont mind spending 90+ on a pair. i want a pair of Toms badly. boohoo.

home. :)

tmr. must. revise. chemistry. before. heading. to. work!

Order!

2010-05-12T22:51:00.000+08:00
what have i been up to lately?

well. for the past week, i was so sickly you wouldn't want to get near me. eversince my blood tranfusion, i've been getting chills and dizzyness and whatnots. the daily sinus got so bad my team was getting the flu bug too.

the worst thing which confirmed that i was sick was, i did not perspire a single drop of perspiration or whatever when walking from school to the train station. i knew i was sick.

searched up on side effects of blood tranfusion and TADAA~ i got the symptoms. they said it's commonly found in teenagers and would subside after a few days.

with medication, thank God i got well. being sick is tough when you're schooling and working. oh well. maybe because it was my first successful blood donation. hope i'll do well on the 2nd try. which is like....after July! gonna call jeyd and zul along to donate too. :D

tests next week. what have i been doing? procrastinating my life away. sigh.

btw, lookin good junho. ;)

RP Bowl!

2010-05-05T00:42:00.004+08:00

went bowling with my classmates like YAY? hahahaha and as usual, janji melayu. we promised, no. planned, rather. to meet at 1 but helloooooo we met up at 2. what's new right.

a pity only a few turned up. sigh. oh well, it's okay. we have many more Wednesdays to look forward to together. i hope.

i still suck at bowling. i wish i could master it. perfect it. it sucks to lose. BOO. i was the lowest scorer in my group. geez.

played pool/snooker after that with afiqah. again, i sucked. which just means 1 thing. i suck at hand-eye coordination games. except netball or whatever involving a ball. wait, except bowling. yeah, i'm sleepy.

let's do this again some time.

WO AI NI

2010-05-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

pics not in order. so, i got cranky because i couldn't arrive on time at IMM together with the rest. boo. i got mad with my parents for a mo but we're cool.

and i manage to make it in time to see Zuno. like i said, he was tall. and he sang a song! wo ai ni or something. yeah, why oh why did he have to debut in China. let hangeng debut there. not you.

so anyway, mama Kim came too and she was hella gorgeous. she looks like her mid30s though obv she's older than that.

im just waiting for official pictures to surface and hope i hid my face well. zuno, i wanna see you on 1 of the music programme 1 day. :)

김 Twins!

2010-04-29T01:22:00.001+08:00
oh, stfu. yes i went to the airport to see 1 of the Rising Gods of the East and his brother. 김준수 and 김준호.

junho was so much taller. sooo much taller, really.

junsu. typical airport junsu. love his style. sigh, wished TVXQ Event covered today and took gr8 shots. (waits for pics from DNBN)

right. i just hope i wont regret not attending zuno's showcase. but to pay, and hear junsu sing a song. idek. oh well. 1 down. 4 more to go. will i ever get to see changmin?

WELCOME TO SINGAPORE!
환영합니다!

Lulzy day.

2010-04-27T22:50:00.003+08:00
today's class was soooooo much fun. i kept laughing i teared!

a dude came into our class late, while our faci was going through the problem for the day. mind you, he was this fair, buff, tall, malay-ish mix-ish guy. H.O.T. so, he settled down at the wrong team. and he changed team. while he was setting up his laptop, the faci was like, "R u sure you're in the right class? Because...blablabla." "omg really!? okay!" while checking with the faci, weiming and his awesome mouth said, "wah power ah bro. for 2 seconds you made the girls excited and depressed!" so he packed, apologized and left. he was supposed to be in Immunology today but err we are DPHM keeeds and dont take that module.

after he left, all of us girls SPAZZZZED LIKE FCK AHAHHA. "OMG SO CUTE!" "OMG WASTED!" "Imagine ah, he present. Confirm malu!" "Haiyaaaa....these kinda guys confirm got gf alrd lah."

YEAH. he's hot. AND during break, some of the grls ran into him at the canteen/hallways. HAHAHA. and 1........exchanged smiles. ROFL.

oh well. things aren't always meant to be.

moving on,

amyyyeah/amirah wanted to listen to her songs on the laptop, so she'd hafta plug in her earphones right. so she alrd put on her earphones, and was nodding her head in beat. UNTILL. "wait, if i'm earplugged, why can i still hear the song from the surrounding?" fyi, we were blasting music on our class speaker. TURNS OUT. she didn't plug it in ahhahahahaha!

natasha entered the class and her crotchet top got hooked onto the door handle. it was funnneh and sad at the same time!

which in turns, causing Q to mispronounce badly while presenting. "the glucose underscore...." HAHAHAHAHAHA ROFLFUCK AHAHAHA glucose_@hotmail.com HAHAHAHA

zomfg i luv my class.

Interruption.

2010-04-26T12:34:00.000+08:00
laiyyina was asking amirah(who was walking pass me) a question when she just came back from buying food.

amirah was like, "HAH? WHAT? WHAT U SAY?" because kingston was blasting music. so i told amirah what laiyyina asked, "makan aperrrrrrrrr?"

AND THE CLASS ERUPTED IN LAUGHTER. i was like, "WHY?" "CONFIDENT SIA SAIYIDAH!" i swore i didn't know what was going on until afiqah said, "LAPAR PERRR? not MAKAN APERR!"

sigh. betol jugak eh. kalau A berbual dengan B, C jangan sampok. k, point taken. k bye.

Wet shoes.

2010-04-22T23:35:00.000+08:00
for Anatomy&Physiology(AP), we had lab session! and it was on dissecting. whiccccccch in turn, made my team member, Amy (Jun K luvr) all excited because she told us when she was 13, she friggin dissected a frog on her own, AT HOME.

SAY WHUT. she's freakishly weird in a great way idek.

during lab, we cutted fruits
we made clayman
had lunch with the old lunch gang from prev sem.
during ppt, our team kept laughing ideky.
after school, couldn't decide if i should head down East to catch JGS
heyati couldn't make it so we didn't go in the end. JGS looked like an ahjumma anyway, not worth viewing. XP
walked home with Ming Hong. i swear when i first knew his name i was like, "whut? MINHO?"
and we waited forever to get his iTouch LCD screen cover thingy done.
it was pouring heavily.
we were still wet despite walking under the shelter.
drowned our shoes in the puddle
looked like a mess in the train

note to self: bring a brolly out next time.

Happy 15th Aqilah!

2010-04-18T23:06:00.001+08:00
headed across the causeway with my sister, bearing in mind that we need to buy a cake.

luckily i still have $$ so i changed SGD50 for RM115. me and sister had a feast! as soon as we came, we had lunch at the foodcourt. my sister, being adventurous yet picky had oysters while me being thrifty and interesting, had fried vermicili. yum.

walked around and i decided to buy a pair of shoes. well, i needed 1 anyway for lab sessions. (heh, gr8 excuse eh?) tried a few pairs that didnt fit. till i settled on a pair of Vans. checkered boat shoe! for RM90 which is prolly around SGD40.

idc of it's authenticity as it looks pretty decent for a pair of Vans. so, WHO CARES. not me! :D

had japanese food after that, and i notice i'd always have soft shell crab temaki every single time. thank God natto was outta sight.

reached home, had guests over and we read a few prayers, keeping arwah Cik Su in mind before cutting the cake. aqilah cried! my dad cried too i think. d'awww. that aside, the cake was heavenly.

meringue coated soft sponge with peach and fresh cream being sandwiched in layers. 80RM WORTH OF JOY.

happy 15th aqilah! hope you grow up into a smart, fine woman! SHOW EM THAT HAVING DA DOWNZZZ AIN'T BAD AT ALL! 8D

This isn't it.

2010-04-17T23:04:00.001+08:00

the island was friggin hot, as usual. and whenever im about to leave, the weather darkens, preparing to pour. SIGH.

idk if i can keep up with 2 jobs, now that school has resumed. im draining my self out! then again, it's all for the money. wish i could do this till im done paying my laptop installments. and im even considering to take up a 3rd job.

juggling btwn 3 jobs & school? lemme think about it.

my parents don't like me working at 2 places on the same day. oh well. i can't do anything abt that. either i tire myself out on just 1 day or i dont work at all. also, i usually need a weekend off for myself. incase i have plans. other than work.

right. heading off to Malaysia tmr to buy Aqilah a cake for her birthday. a pity brother isnt back home yet. and also, it's been 3 years since my late uncle Su left the world.

goodnight everyone. :)

Square 1.

2010-04-15T23:29:00.000+08:00
i was late, together with afiqah on my first day of school. in the lift, i pressed 5. WHEN. my class was on level 6. tsk. so yeah. luckily the faci marked me present. i looked around my class and it was filled with gurrrlz. pretty girls! well. all that im hoping for...for all of us to get along, hang out together during class, lunch, and maybe after school too.

sad to say. my social life in poly isn't all that fab. maybe i should let it be that way. sigh.

right. 1st lesson was fine. i thought the faci was a douche at first. but she's cool. lesson 1 down.......14 more to go.

bye. brb while i count down to the day where my class have lunch together. wanna bet when it'll happen?

Wafflestorm

2010-04-13T21:41:00.012+08:00

HEAVY PICSPAM ALERT. LET PAGE LOAD OR ALT+F4 SANKYU! 8D

so tuesdays are waffles day at Gelare! met up with these 2 fatties at O.C for some calorie intake. let the picspam begin!

that's mine. honey malt crunch, soaked in maple syrup.

wild chocolate, as the picture suggest.

aren't they generous with their choco syrup?

obligatory photo: picture before diggin in!

#1: too full to eat

#2: bored, so tiem for iPod and iPhone

ohh lookie! RDD mv!

definitely not mine nor jeyd. it belongs to the girl in the headband. HOW UNLIKELY. rofl hai thar minho. oh, that was the face of the day btw. :D

blurred out the ugly.

O.C's Lvl 10, looking down.

attempting the ringadingadong.

toilet tiemz!

then we played around with the down lights. literally.

MAI NOZTREELS R BIGGHUR THN Y0RX

toilet #2. the toilet has amazing lace-y imprint.

crazy shot 1

KUNG PAO IN DA TOILET!

toldju the mirrors are cool.

they HAD RED BRICK WALLS IN THE BUILDING.

threesome!

dizzzzy effect.

macam paham onry

awesome slow shutter + slow flash

LJS. oh, hai izzy

a visit before we leave.

we were tryna make the minho face. FAIL.

good and bye!

Impromtu.

2010-04-12T00:06:00.003+08:00
the weather at work was just unbearable. gosh. plus early morning i was too dumb to fix the strobe lights. sheesh. so anyway, adhah and naila came in today and they'll be starting this weekend! hope they'll be fine working in this fast paced environment. really, we have no room for mistakes. sigh. tough job. even i keep makin em mistakes at this rate. sigh.

went to check out the Hershey's store and it was mouth watering with every step. every turn leads you to a different type of choco bar. GOSH. plus they had Reese too! so...i got 3 kinda chocs for Tyra's bday pressie. :D

had LJS with the 2 grls before i headed to Tyra's house to meet the girls for her birthday dinner. it was awkward around her family but they were so warm. sang the birthday song twice for the birthday girl, wearing party masks. :D

Happy 19th Tyraaaaaaaaaaa! Cepat2 pass lesen and hope you enjoy your 19th! :D TAKE CAREEEEE BABE. :D :D :D

*pics once Iz uploads em. ;) kayy time for my daily fix of DBSK.

Work-aholic

2010-04-11T23:30:00.001+08:00
my weekend was nothing but work. i mean, what's new? on saturday, i took a cab to work which costed me a hefty $17.90. good thing i claimed it back. for 4hours at work, we all did nothing because of the rain and due to technical faults. awesome day. :D

plus i just had a cup of Bandung and had a plate of prata after work. oh, late at night when I wanted to bath, there. was. an. almost. dead. lizard. on. the. kitchen. floor. wriggling. for. dear. life.

GOSH IT WAS GROSS. i took me 30mins to just sprint and jump over it to get to the kitchen. gosh. remind me to get a pet cat when i have my own apartment? kthx.

todayyyy.....woke up. watched Paris Hilton's BFF...lazed around. ate, and went to work. damn. i needa enjoy life before school resumes on thursday! i needa recharge my body.

bye. working at 830 tmr.

ZOMFG I AM SO DEPRESSED AND REGRET NOT SIGNING UP FOR RP's FRESHMEN ORIENTATION PRG 2010 & SL FOR SAS OMG IM SO SAD. MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE INVOLVED. Sigh.

OH HAY THAR!

2010-04-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

i will be posted to W56E along with
Aficat, Weimz S♥NE and Ezzzaaatttii!

YAY NEW CLASS. AND YAY FOR NO SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAYS!

Questionnaire!

2010-04-09T00:14:00.001+08:00
Taken from Minhwan's amazing cyworld. Questionnaire 2 will be up next! :D

♥ Introduction ♥

01. Name: Saiyidah Amin
02. Birthdate & Sign: 910924, Libra.
03. Blood Type: I have no idea, honestly. :/
04. School: Republic Polytechnic
05. Height: Ard 165 or 5"3?
06. Eyesightː Perfect. OHOHOH~
07. Jobː Student, photographer, sales assistant, customer service fella.
08. Religionː MY RELIGION. Muslim, doh.
09. Nicknameː Shidah, Shiddough, Shiddy, Shid, Sai, Saiyidah, Siti
10. Personalityː Unpredictable lol.

♥ Likings ♥

01. Favorite foodː Beef and chicken and fish.02. Most touching movieː There's a lot but I don't remember~ (using minani's answer!)
03. Most touching bookː I cant rmbr the titles
04. Favorite weatherː Sunny with LOTTTSAAAA wind.
05. Favorite artistː DBSK, SHINee (imma just name 2)
06. Favorite seasonː Doesn't exist!
07. Favorite day of the weekː Tuesdays - OFF DAYS!08. Favorite TV programː iCarly, fo'sho!
09. Favorite songː Muse-unintended(OMG?!!! MINANIIII!) Mine, idk...
10. Favorite gameː Errr. UNO card game.

♥ Composition ♥
01. Complexː Getting worse. I need a facial.
02. Banner (words written on the LCD screen) on your phoneː Nothing. Just a picture of ma 5 boys.
03. Average amount of text messages sent in a dayː 10-20?
04. Buddy IDː Obseoooo
05. Perfume I'm currently usingː Some cheapo mist spray funky smell.
06. Cyworld addressː No cyworld. Sry.
07. Monthly allowanceː No allowance for me. I work for my own cashhh yo.
08. When I'm alone and patheticː I look down and walk
09. Cellphone numberː 94@@!%$0
10. When my confidence is boostedː I feel like I'm on top of the world!

♥ Love 1 ♥

01. First loveː There is one~( using minani's ans!)
02. Person you likeː Family, friends, colleagues.
03. Person in a relationshipː Changed.

04. Ideal typeː Guys who are tall. Funny. Cute. DUHH~~
05. Love at first sightː It's out there, of course...Heh(ily minani)
06. Love vs friendshipː OMG Jaekyung asked Junpyo this! BOTH!
07. The person I love vs Person who loves meː The person I love.
08. The time you most want to see the person you like: When I feel likkit.
09. The factor which you notice first of the opposite sexː Attitude, personality.
10. Love isː So important that it hurts(ILYSFM MINHWAN!)

♥ Random ♥

01. A dream which you remember most clearlyː When I hung out with Daesung.02. A trait from the opposite sex which you hate the mostː Unable to lead.
03. A person whom you respectː Parents, DBSK :P
04. A place where you hang out a lot these daysː Home
05. A clothes brand which you enjoyː Newlook & Cotton On!
06. Something you would want to do on your 100th day in a relationshipː Take Neoprints!
07. A genuine friendː Stays around.
08. The biggest lie in my lifeː KOOOJIMAAARRRR~~
09. Current hair styleː Long and messy. :(10. An occurrence which you want to admit happenedː My customers at work are weird.

♥ Love 2 ♥

01. A good trait of someone you first meetː Eye contact, smiles.
02. A bad trait of someone you first meetː No smiles.
03. Senior or Junior or 갑ː Senior! Considering I am a Junior...
04. Something you want to receive from the opposite sex you likeː Bag05. A perfume which you want to give to the opposite sex you likeː I don't know very wellㅠ(IA, hwannie)
06. The first thing you would do when you like someoneː Find out more abt them?
07. My ideal loverː A guy who accepts my love for Korean boys ROFLMAO
08. Boyfriend vs. spouseː Both?
09. Something I would want to say to the person I like and really mean itː Sorry I'm not good enough.
10. A song which you want to sing to the person you likeː /Jojo/Proud/10 OUT OF 10!

♥ The Past ♥

01. The number of people who have confessed they liked meː ?
02. The number of the opposite sex which I confessed to?: ?
03. The first time I touched alcoholː Never!
04. A memorable placeː Train station
05. The time where I cried the mostː Hamster died.
06. A vacation which I rememberː Heading to Kampung!
07. Old beeper numberː Bbeebbee~
08. Something that gave me strength when it was hardː Red bull
09. The biggest thing I've boughtː Laptop10. Something I regret nowː Buy a Macbook, study harder and get into Honors.

♥ Which one I prefer ♥

01. What I likeː Eating
02. What I hateː Stupid people
03. What I'm wearing over my body right nowː Tee04. A house I want to buyː Studio apartment or a normal 3/4 room house.
05. #1 treasureː Harddisk
06. My favorite proverbː "Biarlah Rahsia../Let it be a secret..."
07. The question that people ask me the most?ː You're pure Malay?
08. What I currently want really badlyː More $$$$ and better jobs.
09. A feature I really like on my appearanceː My awsm eye.
10. Something you want to change right awayː LOSE. THAT. FLAB!

♥ Choosing an option ♥

01. Opposite sex who smokes hate it/like itː Hate it.
02. Ha LeeSoo is a girl/guyː [Ha LeeSoo is a transsexual person who turned from a guy into a woman] Up to him/her.03. If your parents refuse your marriage, will you break up/run awayː Run away for 1 day.
04. I like a rainy day/snowy dayː Rainy, obvs.
05. You can be a friend/not be a friend with a person you broke up withː Friends...after a while.
06. Because I am a boy/girl I am satisfied/not satisfiedː Satisfied.
07. If I break up with the person I like I get angry/cryː Cry angrily can?
08. Thunder and lightning is scary/funː Scary, doh.
09. I want to become a person who has a good appearance/personalityː Personality!

♥ The Future ♥

01. Future hopeː Get a great job and husband.
02. The year you would want to travel to if there was a time machineː 2020?
03. If you were invisible for a dayː I'll take a plane to Korea, look for Changmin's dorm. Stay there.
04. If an impressive person of the opposite sex asks you for a kiss in downtownː Oh, you
're talking about Changmin right? Impressive person? WHY OF COURSE!
05. A name you want to give to your future childː Idk...
06. If you studied abroad, which countryː Singapore, I guess.
07. Your schedule for a date with your loverː A few years later.
08. If a famous entertainment industry asked you to become a celebrityː Sry. SHIRO!~~~
09. If you wanted to write 100 questions and 100 answers, what is your question?ː Why are you like this!
10. Your future planː Oops same as 1st qn. :D
Credits: Minhwan's cy+Hongki.love&xj. jin @soompi (translation- questions)

Teriyaki chicken.

2010-04-08T01:17:00.008+08:00
had a lunchdate with the gfs at Seoul Garden, Tamp today! a pity it wasn't full strength. it's always like that, eh. yeah, pretty hard to match everyone's schedule. a pity, a pity.

finally wore my plastik fantastik elastik sandals out! :]
werpz. no pics of us before eating. INDULGE~

test shot: courtesy of Zul's instax. daym. i should get one myself.

GRP SHOT! pretttty naice.

oh, we headed to Town after that. for..some ~~soul~~ searching. this was after iz and adik left. bummer~~~

had a break and we needed to munch something. this is Aunt Anne's cinnamon sugar pretzel!

if Onigiri(s) could speak.

ride back home. :D SAY CHEEZE!

PEEZ \/

and again.

selca #1 and only

OH HAY ADIK. who just came back from her meeeting. lulz.

OH HAYY KID. who joined us for a mo, for a pic.

train shot #1 (and only)

GOODNIGHT!

KIMUCHI!

2010-04-07T23:41:00.005+08:00
if you followed me on twitter, my mom made Kimchi yday! like finalllly. we used cabbage and a lil bit of apple and pear. it turned out a lil too salty but heaps of sugar does the trick.

AND. im in the mood for some kimchi pancakes! they're called 김치부친개 i guess. HERE GOES!

the huge bowl of kimchi mother made. *salivating*
ingredients! the cup of water is red because i added some kimchi ~juice~

mix all the ingredients up and you get this batter!

refrigerate for 10mins and weerpz. hello messy frige! ohh stfu i bet your fridge is messier!

then fry it.

tadaaa! a lil burnt.

THERE YOU HAVE IT! i can eat this all day. om nom nom nom.

TRY IT! :D idk if i'd love kimchi jjigae. maybe should try authentic kimchi ramen or
idk. or try making a different kinda kimchi instead of cabbage. idk. BYE!

SHIT. GOT. REAL.

2010-04-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

ily jannah for constantly updating me when im out working or out. THX BBY. IMYSFM. so anyway. max matsura said that Tohoshinki will be pausing/suspending their activities.

WHAT. DOES. THIS. MEAN? has Japan given up on them? Avex? what about SME now? i...dek. im just waiting for the day everything's finalized and learn that my first love is no longer a group. perhpas they'd go their own way pursuing different roles. im just glad i was part of this amazing journey.

but you know what irks me the most? to not see them have a proper stage together, even during Stand By U. what more tokiwo tomete and with all my heart?

brb while i listen to their sappy songs and watch their shows. you did well, guys. i foresee y'all coming up with your own company a few years later. MAYBE ITS ALL A TRICK! MAYBE HOMIN ARE REALLY CLOSE WITH JAECHUNSU! MAYBE IT'S AN ACT! MAYBE OT5 HAD SOJU AND CHICKEN THAT NIGHT!

sigh...

Pfft.

2010-04-02T01:36:00.000+08:00
i was attending to a customer when ama gave me 2 miss calls when she was out at orchard. i was like, "NO WAY." "SHUT UP!" "WHAT!?" "OMGSH!" when i was talking to her.

how come she gets to see the good stuffs? bummer.

April's fool.

2010-04-01T01:34:00.001+08:00
HAPPY 1ST APRIL!

at work, they played a prank on 1 of the staff asking them to come immediately to work. like take a cab, the company would pay.

ROFL. then when he was already in the bus towards the train station, we told him..HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!!! hahahaha EVIL OR WHAT. we actually wanted him to arrive at our workplace but nahhh, that'll be too mean.

also in the kpop world, omntd(duh, who else) tricked all of us saying tt Kibum has offcially left SuJu. i bet all of us don't care anymore. gtfo kibum. :P i wanted to come up with a joke myself but i couldnt think of any.

it's april and i've vowed to complete watching MBLAQ's Idol Army - A.O.S before school reopens. i miss seungho sfm.

Just....what?!

2010-03-31T23:34:00.001+08:00
the other day i went to the hypermart with my mother and sister. at the checkout, i heard people raising their voices.

i saw this Chinese man, prolly in his 30s, holding hands with a child, shouting at an elderly couple.

I WAS APPALLED BY HIS BEHAVIOUR. IT WAS DOWN RIGHT DISRESPECTFUL.

i mean dude, even if that elderly couple did something wrong to you, MOVE-FRIGGIN-ON! then the elderly lady was mumbling, "......not gracious....." and the man shouted, "MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!"

idk, i'll take it as he's drunk.

SHINee's ~Exclusive~ showcase!

2010-03-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

again, you are at the last picture. scroll to the bottom to start. no pics of self because i looked hideous on tt day with a huge thing on face. bummer. and no pics of the boys because i was busy capturing moments with my awesomic eyes. :P

a chocopie always works wonders.

no, i didnt wear that many out.

too many hotels in the vicinity.

guess who stayed here for the weekend? ;)
han's pretzel!

zul had yami yoghurt after that. with fruity pebbles thingy.

OH LOOKIE! i got a ticket! = I CAN ENTER!

see those shinee banners? or posters? we wanted to steal them, forreal.

the ticket, is the eye of the beholder. (lolwut?)

i was this close to the stage!! :D not.

how irresponsible. CLEAR YOUR OWN MESS DAMNIT. DIDNT YOU KNOW SHINEE SANG THE SAVE EARTH ~~SAVE ENERGY~~ SONG?! grr. fans...singaporeans...grr.

i was here. and look at the amount of fans. and those girls standing in the centre didnt wanna sit down blablabla and they gave the guards a hard time.

without this, there is no shine, in shinee.

JJ.

2010-03-29T00:04:00.002+08:00
i just finished reading a fiction, Jemima Jones. ama helped me picked this gem at the library. i was looking for the same ol high school stories well since i am in high school.

but we went to the adult section instead hahahahaha. so this book is completely relatble. well, the character and i are of the same size! and we yearn for. well nvm. so she's this some idk how many 100 over pounds and is a journalist(omggg so cool) for the Newspaper and has a crush on her colleague,ben and her only friend is this pretty london girl.

so cut short, jemima's a mess and wants to be loved so things didnt work out with Ben because they merely friends so she went on the internet and got chatting with some Californian hunk. their relationship blossomed from exchanging pictures, calls and finally JJ flying over to meet her man of her dreams. AFTER, she lost all that weight.

so she lost weight drastically and is now a bombshell. and blonde. so she met the hunk, and they had sex practically everytime. in the office, kitchen, bedroom, bathroom... yeah. they were in love with love i reckon. so after a while, J discovered his secret affair with his PA and his admiration for porn models blablabla they broke off.

apparenty Ben, her crush/colleague was in LA at the same time doing some report and wanted to meet J as well. they arranged to meet twice. they were both physically present at the same place but ben couldn't recognise J, the fatty girl.

finally, 1 night they met for dinner and ben was like flailing like OMFG J IS THAT YOU so the slept together and she became mrs ben.

d'awwwwwwwww~~~

Retail therapy.

2010-03-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

i bet you knew how bad i wanted to go to the crocs expo sale and get my hands on this pair of amazing lazy shoe. buttttt doubt they had it plus they didnt have whatever i wanted. BO-RI-N-G so i went to Ion instead.

i hate shopping for jeans. i can try 10 jeans of the same size and none fits perfectly. that happened at New Look. SIGH~~ uniqlo fails too. in the end, settled for a pair from DP.

and check this great buy from F21. my sister better not turn them into hair scrunchies or whatever they're called. geez.

next up? GIODARNO WAREHOUSE SALE! i needa get a pair of khaki pants or capris or something.
went to work and the stupid machine died and the internet screwed so i did nothing the whole day. the uncles there bought me a hotdog bun and they thought i had a boyfriend ahahaha. well, one can only wish. bye. ;P

SHINee at S.E.A - Picspam!

2010-03-26T00:03:00.006+08:00
SHINee @ Singapore Entertainment Awards on 100313.
Peektures are BACKWARDS. So...you are currently at the LAST peekcha. :)

talk talk talk. am luvin the jongguns. :D

epic picture. epic pose. "bindaneun shinee imnida!"
i was this far. pretty close tho. BURN IN HELL STUPID BOARD!

we were all friggin bored.

S for me and you!

me ama syar.

and this is a koala thingy ama got for me from Melbourne!

i tweetted right after the boys left the stage lololol

CURSE YOU OLYMPUS DIGICAM! the boys look good huh?

ANNYEONGHASEYO~~

waiting....

some girl's shirt sitting infront of me. NOW THAT'S HARDCOREEEE. i want 1.

group shot.

saphire blue~~~~

OH HEY THAR!

getting into queue...

a proud owner of Y.O.U and the showcase pass.

queues. i spent half of the day queuing.

this is prolly 0630hrs or so. madness.

MA SHOCK.

2010-03-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

IT'S ABOUT TIME THEY FKN WON! congratulations Beast! i know i always tease y'all, "THE REJEX." you knw i luv you. and and y'all are friggin performing at KMF. i am so jealous omgggg.

god, like finally they won an award. so fken proud of em. sorry mblaq, their dance battle with ze:a and you guys turned me into a stan. surreh~~

yeah, go show em how shocked y'all are.
CAN'T BREATHE, LIKE FREEZE.
WAE WAE

You can't control.

2010-03-24T00:10:00.001+08:00
it truly never pays to be helpful. so i shall not help, eventhough i cant risk seeing others getting blamed.

i feel like im more of a hypocrite than a bitch. well, i'd rather be a hypocrite. wait, am i? why am i stereotyping myself? weeeiird~

worked at both places today. im hella tired. i just needa good laugh. gonna watch Glee and Dream Team later and eat a hearty meal fit for a king.

3 Cs and 2 Ds. remind me why i'm a science student, studying in polytechnic right now and im not a trainee singing and dancing in SM, JYP, YG, Cube & J Tunes?

take care. i know you won't take drugs. just don't do unprotected sex kay. :)

1, 2, 3, 4.

2010-03-20T23:34:00.000+08:00
heyyy yo.

im blogging...well. kinda. saving it in my gmail drafts. im at work right now. at Boon Keng. me, being the kind and generous soul that i am, volunteered to work at BK.

the working environment here is sf awsm. aircon...table...chair. WOWZA. what else can you ask for?

but. it's too silent over here. pin-drop. can you imagine? I CAN HEAR MYSELF BREATHE, AND THE AIRCON BLOW. freeeekeh. i hadta put my mp3 volume on full and blast em on my puny earphones.

working back at khatib tmr. tired yknw. work work work. nvm. its all 4 da m$neyyy~

OMFG. i totally forgot. ITS FRIGGIN SUPERSHOW2 IN MALAYSIA, KL RIGHT NOW! and kakyam, kakrin and hani-senpai are over there. prolly watching heenim making out with...zhoumi or smtg idek. I AM SO JEALOUS.

well, that's what you get for being only 19yrs old with not much cash to spare. sucks to me be.

K BYE. some dude wants to sign up.

Exclusive or what?

2010-03-13T23:49:00.000+08:00
SHINee's Exclusive Showcase.

forced self to wake up and leave homee at like 0745hrs and when i reached IMM alone at almost 9, IT WAS FULL. bloody hell. i saw the same familiar face i saw last night. looked good. so, hans and lindia joined me and we waited....and waited. then zul came.

we waited. and waited. after a short toilet break, a bite of apple pie. they played songs from their 1st album and their current 3rd mini to hype us up. I SWEAR. I SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR UPON MY FANGIRL SELF that fans...clearly do not appreciate the 1st album. I MEAN DUDE. HELLO. THE ALBUM WAS GREEN. LIME GREEN or IN BLACKWHITE. THE BOYS LOOKED SO FKN PURE AND WHATNOT. AND THE SONGS WERE TO DIE FOR. HELL. 12 SONGS.

me and hans were singing along to every song and tries to guess the title because obvs, we forgot the titles aft so longgg of not listening to em. but gosh. everyone was so fkn silent when they played In My Room, Four Seasons, Graze or whatever. they yelped a lil when Hyeya was on. yeah, just because it's jjong's solo. =_=

you should see how it was when they played Replay, RDD and Jojo. everyone was like OGJNDGJDUGDHGUDHGUJNFJFOMGOMGOMGOMG DANCING AND SINGING! losers. =_=

it rained. pretty heavily. the whole showcase was delayed and the host made us do stupid stuffs. idk. like singing RDD in acapella. and practising for a bday song for jjong.

then the boys appeared. it was beyond madness. the boys looked mighty foine but these ugly fans just had to shove their boards and cameras in the air. i had to look for a good angle to take a peek at key or onew. sigh. what luck.

so it was basically them performing RDD, Jojo and Replay again. and they answered some questions like, "Who's the most popular member?" "Which member falls asleep the fastest?" yeah. questions like you'd fine in magazines and such.

it was very short. and it ended. i...don't have much memories abt the boys but the fans...memorable indeed.

we ate after that and next to our table was this grp of girls who had a girl..who sounded like a dude. her voice...was like a dude. very hoarse. very. manly. so manly that if i didnt look up and see who's talking, i'd thought she's a guy.

i just cant imagine her front row...shouting for key in her manly voice. key would be so... disturbed. :/

oh well. till we meet again, boys. i'll save up for you. travel asia for you. idk. do things. but just. yeahh. don't come here again. or maybe when you do, idk. make it a >20yo or smtg. bye.

Ticket sales.

2010-03-12T23:45:00.000+08:00
right.

12 March 2010

i took the first train for the first time, and the estate sounded a lil too quiet for 0500hrs. the first train was at 0526hrs. what an ungodly hour.

met zul in the train and headed to J.E, IMM. reached there at 0615hrs and registered our names and lookie! we're number 814!

the SGShawols were handling it. queuing up, blablabla. i applaud them for their umm. whats that word. idk, for taking charge. can you imagine if we didnt have a proper queue and a queue tag?

waited, and waited. and a few annoying lil kiddos around us were complaining about how these unofficial people giving out unofficial queue tags blblablabla and she'd shout bitch in the face or smtg. idek.

finally. 9am. the queue starts moving. it felt good to walk and to buy your tickets and to know that you're actually in the 3000 who r gonna see the boys sing and dance before your very eyes.

it was quite a long process. queues, waiting and more queuing.

headed home and took a short nap before heading out to Marina Floating Platform for today's award thingy.

the boys won the best new generation artist in asia or smtg idc. we had pretty good seats imo but it wasnt all that good.

i swear it was a borefest. well, duh i was there for them and i had no idea who those chinese people are. but some of them were really good. like. this olivia girl. just cuz she sang in english. and the JJLin guy. awesome vocals.

FINALLY. close to 2300hrs, the boys went up on stage and everyone, EVERYONE. went into a frenzy. camera's flashing, girls screaming and crying, fanboards pumping into the air. everyone was on the chairs, jumping.

it was just mad. chaos. dude, this is only shinee. i can not imagine how it'll be if dbsk came.

so they peformed Replay boom track first. SOLID. i think. i couldnt really see nor concentrate.

then talk. talk. talk. JOJOJOJOJO. despite all the screamings, everyone shouted during the HEY, LOVE, STAY part. or was it the Jojo part.

then of course, the song with afro beats and whatnots, RDD was on. IDK. jjong seemed extra hot. and he looked like a douche a lil. but who cares.

his guns were to die for. along with onew and taemin's non-existent (almost) guns.

it was so. worth it! i mean dude. $25 for replay, jojo and rdd? I'D TAP THAT.

we hadta leave right after that. thought we'd be out by then, but no. we just hadto form a human wall when some dude was performing. sigh. i wished i could evaporate or smtg at tt point. :/

headed home and saw a totally familiar face. too familiar to ignore. feeling scared, i just walked away.

long day indeed.

SUCCESS!

2010-03-12T16:10:00.001+08:00

Food porn!

2010-03-10T14:02:00.001+08:00
i'm feeling...japanese. :D

100 Roses.

2010-03-10T02:09:00.000+08:00

수윤, i think i love you.

OTEOKAJI?

2010-03-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

headed over to Parc View at Lakeside, Thiva's house for YB/Minami Sineyo marathon! HER HOUSE IS SO AWESOME. it was my first time entering a condo. i mean, into a house. usually i'll be there for just a bbq or smtg.

watched till ep6 till we got bored. idk, i think im bored of YB. prolly needa get to the more interesting parts like when all of them found out she's a girl blablabla. or we should just have a FO marathon.

headed over to IMM after that to check out the Garden Plaza...and mmm..its a tad larger than Lot1's roof garden. anyhoos, imma try my best this weekend and those girls who are whining and going all batshit crazy on FB, DIAF.

bye. :)

Zoo goes to Sentosa!

2010-03-05T23:58:00.003+08:00

i swear i hadnt laughed so much in days.

thanks to Fiera for always planning the outings. :D and as always, we're missing quite alot of people because the planner sucked. HAH!

Do's and Don'ts at the beach.
when you annouce to meet at 12, be prepared to wait for 1 or 2 hours. :)
when you arrive at the beach, do not immediately kick and chase the ball around because you'll end up falling down hard on the sand and get an ugly boo-boo.
when swimming in the sea or playing with the sand, do not leave your food unattended because ANTS ATTACK!
when the Gents are closed and you need to shower openly, do not just wrap yourself with a towel because there will be some people who are just itching to pull it off.
when you try to crack a joke, crack it wisely. and not embarrass yourself.
when you want to use a marker to draw on the beach ball, just use a pen. that'll do.
when you are playing with the ball in the sea, don't let it get too far because you'd have to walk across the bridge to the next island to retrieve it.
when you see a hot, buff caucasian man, try your very best to ignore his presence for it's too distracting. :D
when seeing a couple trying to make out on the beach or in the sea, try your level best to ignore. otherwise, try coming up with your own subtitles.
if you are going to the beach, never forget to bring a pair of sunglasses, towel to dry yourself, bra for change and all the neccesities.
when playing Dog and Bone, try not to play so rough.

(im tryna crack my brain for more goshhhh)
and the last and the most important one would be,
when bringing your DSLR, Nikon D80 out, TRY TO PUT YOUR SD CARD/MEMORY CARD INSIDE so you won't forget it. :) (azrie, this is especially for you :D)

You're free now.

2010-02-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

(ilovejay-related macros)

so, park jae beom. or known as jay park in Seattle, America. he has officially left the group and it's been officially announced by an official announcer namely a JYPE rep that he has left 2PM and it is impossible for him to return back to 2PM.

sigh. there's so many things on my mind. you were actually coming back to join the boys. the boys were so eager. but something just had to happen. damn. just what is that something? JYPE just landed themselves in this shithole. they shouldn't have mentioned the "something". its making everyone tryna dig dig dig and get the actual story out. ahh wtf. idgad.

well Jay, just wanna letchu know if you ever decide to travel around asia and visit Singapore...you know...the country you first visited when you debut.....look me up on facebook and you know... we can do...stuffs. :D and don't forget...everyone loves you. :D :D :D

UNNI!!!

2010-02-26T23:37:00.000+08:00
today, was memorable in all sorts of way.

headed to T1's Popeye to have dinner before meeting the unnies. LOL. no, of course not.

so anyway. we managed to surprise ama with home baked muffins, courtesy of zul. and had louisana's chicken and cajun fries. yum.

while eating and spraying(scrapping off) whipped cream on our muffins, i received a text from Jannananana asking if i heard abt SM and Jay. (k, i knew abt SM alr)

1) SM breaking ties with Avex..blabla...TOHO...HOW?
2) Jay leaving 2PM for real now. no more coming back. it's true.

i was like WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. us girls dropped our chickens, coke and fries and waited for more news. so its true. jay left and idk. i mean, i saw this coming. its either now, or never. but whatever it is, at least we got a definite answer, not a definite reason though.

so yeah. headed to T2 and waited. waited. waited.

2300: landed.
2330, not out yet.
2350: already at belt, talking to manager blablabla. fanboys preparing roses and banners in their shaky hands.
0000: HELLO UNNIES AND MAD FANBOYS RUNNING WILDLYYYY.

they're really pretty. jjinja.

GGEUT! k bye.
[pictures....WHEN ZULAIHAOSMAN passes em to me. :)]

You.

2010-02-25T02:06:00.004+08:00

How would you protect a girl?

If it’s during our date and we got attacked if that was the situation then I’ll put my girlfriend in a taxi first and let her go. Then even if I run away desperately she won’t see me *laughs*

- Changmin, Vivi Magazine

of course you would.
♥♥♥

P-Vore!

2010-02-24T01:35:00.002+08:00

obvs my polyvoring skills are pretty amateurish as compared to the featured sets. i just can't see how people fill up the whole white canvas!

School day! by shiddough featuring Adidas Originals by Originals sneakers
well, i made it a black themed outfit, with the shoes...just brings spunk to the whole outfit. :D (luv the watch, dunchu?)

Rainy day by shiddough featuring Wet Seal jeans
k, imagine those rainy days to school. jeans all wet. WORRIES ASIDE, wear these wellies! and the cuteeee russian brolly. :D

I hate Maths! by shiddough featuring Cheap Monday jeans
oh, i'd love to wear this to maths class. :D

I missed you...

2010-02-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Ayah! :D

2010-02-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

this shoe was a tough one to get and thank God the size fits. happy birthday father. smoga Allah panjangkan umur ayah. stay healthy please! HOPE YOU LUV THE SHOES AND THE CAKE IBU MADE! :D

IM A KITTY CAT

2010-02-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

there wasnt much of a crowd today. prolly the same old public holiday crowd. but highlight of the day: I TOOK THE TOWER. hohohoho Singapore is all pretty, yes. but sighh. the light pollution destroys the serenity of the night. seriously. which is whyyyyy you can never ever witnes any meteorite shower nor shooting stars nor whatever astronomy-ish.

i got a big butt. =( ON A BRIGHTER NOTE. CHECK THIS VID OF 뱅신! another reason for me to keep a cat once i get my own apartment. hohoho.

We gottaaaa

2010-02-15T01:06:00.001+08:00
ohhh hayyy guys. so CNY = Ghost town. life officially stops, light goes off, electricity dies, people decrease.

yes. that was what happened at work on CNY. BUT STILL. there are people lurking around and IDK WTF THEY WERE DOING. and customers just keep coming in at work. boring.

idk what to update so bye.

anyway, read if you must. just updated ahah they've been in my drafts since forever. kbye.

SHINee in SG
Goodbye W14J

Pretty peculiar.

2010-02-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

i swear i needa get the day/night pb. needa scout for cheap ones!

maths was a major mindf, a huge screwup and a bish. sigh. please, a D would do the trick. heh. =_= watched hellobaby after the paper with thivaaaaaa and went home.

and thiva just had to leave me and my racing heart alone at the train station hahaa. tsk. well anyway, went home. procrastinate procrastinate till i fell asleep and woke up in time for work. managed to study quite alot of chapters because work was borrrriingggg.

i needa ace this test tmr. biology is like my cmi forte or something. NOT. missed today's sky meeting. i miss shitkingkong and mai. can't wait for the weekend! k, needa study like forreallzzz. bye guys.

Bob.

2010-02-09T23:32:00.001+08:00

i swear these 2 (cameraman: minhwan) are on crack.
LMAO

Lime green leatherette.

2010-02-09T22:48:00.006+08:00
today's paper was fairly easy. well, kinda. manageable though. there were annoying people in my exam room. fancy keyboard smashing throughout the paper. W.T.F. ergh. there's also 1 boy who played L4D right after he's done. wtf?

i approached this girl, apparently, Lidia's friend and i think i've seen her around too. she had SHINee as her wallie and i was talking to her about the coming concert blablabla i was spazzing so bad the people at the lobby stared at us. HAHA. i was literally shaking lololol.

headed to library, in an attempt to study till i met adhah who shouted, "SHID!" so loud and everyone was like, "WTF SHID?!" yeah. hahahaha so i decided to join her and naila and study maths at Bras Basah's macDs.

at least we got to complete the hypothesis problem or something. pretty productive. naila is a genius at maths, i swear.

maths test tmr. with the goodstuffs provided, i needa get a C for this. good night. time to start studying! :D

Let down.

2010-02-08T23:51:00.003+08:00

chemistry paper was like. meh. idk. it was. idk. bad. geez. i need a D. PLEASEEEEE. D+ OR SOMETHING.

sigh. when i left the exam room, i saw my chemistry teacher waving and smiling widely at me. gosh. im sucha total disappointment.

headed to the library to cleanse my mind by watching Hello Baby. then did some notes for cognitive and attempted a few maths questions. headed to cwp and bought a green eyeliner and 2 bow clips. yay.

and what is this fckery. SHINee back in SG in march? hale no. why r they back so soon. damn. just 1, XMM GTFO PLZ. gonna get tickets tmr! :D

boo. there goes my fund to buy em jelly sandals. hope they're still avlb at the end of the month!

The end of Year 1, Semester 2.

2010-02-07T00:46:00.000+08:00
(this was late, duh. so just read it gdi.) finally, today, was the last day of the semester concluding the end of 15weeks of school.

REJOICEEE!

i'm definitely gonna miss my weird yet wonderful W14J. tbh, we aren't as, "segengam" yknw?

well, i've been wanting to do this since Sem1 but i forgot. so, here goes!

W14J

Rukshini: W14J's ghost, came for 2 weeks only, my first friend in the class
Jeremy: Tokio Hotel fan! noobshit, skinny and LONNG NAILLSS BOYY.

Mervyn: wikipedia, cocky LOL!, smartass, you can always rely on him.
Ricardo: comp whizz, lengthy presentation but very precise, has his own hosting site!

Nurul: smartass, listens to kpop! :D, when she forgets what to say; she skips that slide.
Alice: small, evil girl, goddamn hardworking, blur, kawaii.

Dana: veryyyyy clever girl, solves problem in minutes on her own, quiet
Nash: the "woaaahh" guy, facebooking 24-7, has 40 gals, loves to shake table, hardworking

Grace: chompchomp, always hug her Pooh bear in class, luvs to watch drama
Fateen: otaku, walking dictionary, always late, prone to ulcers, speaks like a train

Vanessa: always partial, always never come, pretty, small eyes
Yuping: the "wassup" girl, dressed in black, smartie

Yiping: "HARRRH?" girl, loud voice, always has an objective
Michelle: loudspeaker, tall, loud, loud. jay chou #1 fan.

Kin Mun: man of few words, white socks, short, muscle man, nicole kinmun
Du Liang: pai kia, random dude, hilarious, gagman, familyouting freak!

Hong Hao: weird chinaman, rickypedia, lazy to buy his own lunch, salsa/tango guy
Ras: screams unneccesarily, spouts vulgarities, smart but always deny the fact

Farouq: bangla dude, lazy to write down worksheet answers, smartass, maple freak
Mimi: babygirrrl, kecoh, loud, hyper, a troll on ohnotheydidnt, loves beebee <3

Syahirah: our tudung girl, finds nice ppt templates, victim, drama freak <3
Ting Zhi: cool, loves chicken rice, wants a pink BB Bold, hates iPhones, great buddy! <3

Teresa: smart, sarcarstic, hates koreans, donut woman, will always teach u, when in doubt<3
Thiva: shini-sugar girl. kpop partner in crime, gets pissed and turns red easily, loves subway and ayam masak merah and soyabean<3

ME: gives bad direction, bad at describing....LOL IDK. IM WEIRD HHAA. <3

well, i luv my class. really. hahaa.

Goodbye.

2010-02-04T00:41:00.000+08:00
my heartfelt condolences goes all out to the deceased's family. may Allah bestow the family with patience. InsyaAllah.

Innaa lillaahi wa innna ilayhi raaji'oon.

her dad was a great man. always providing us with food when we go over for dinner or stuffs. and i bet he loved all those harleydavison stuffs she got for him. tho he may have a scary temper(remember the drive to Angsana), he's nice.

stay strong, zul.

Without you

2010-02-03T22:04:00.002+08:00
i'm lovin ukiss's without you! i can't wait for 빙글빙글's mv! should be out soon. mmm. i've been coming to class late everyday this week. prolly gonna do the same for thursday and friday. i can't be bothered, really.

so glad that they're all :D at SMA. home's always great, huh. well, in case if you plan to visit, please please please idk, provide age limit or smtg hahaha. kkthxilyboyssfm.

돌아와...

2010-02-02T00:52:00.003+08:00

안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요
(you cant, you can't leave like this)

gone. just like that. they left. and i didn't get to see them at all. you know depressing and heart wrenching it is?

when i saw them when they first arrived, it was from afar. when i saw them on sunday, it was from a screen. when i saw them today, it was from a camera.

guess my fate just sucks. i wanna bawl. then again, there's always a next time. sigh, hopefully by the time they come again...ah. idk. i don't wanna think about it yet.

im glad they're leaving for Seoul already. so i can get on with my life and they should be where they belong. to the KShawols because people in SG are just plain rude and stupid.

till then, may we meet again.

Explaining

2010-02-01T01:06:00.001+08:00
i woke up with no voice and asked my mom if i could skip class today and she said NOOOOO. :( dragged my heavy self to school and reached woodlands at 0830, the time when class starts.

so apparently, i was walking with CUTE AUSSIES. they were on the floorball team and having some match in RP. how awesome was that? some of them were reallllllly hot. gosh. i was like. grinning to myself ahahahaha.

class was boring because i hate cognitive and i didn't talk much because of my voice. most of my friends commented i looked tired. gosh, see boys. see what you do to your noona-dongsaeng-chingu?! k wtf.

so told them how the failed-fansign went and all. and at work, i did nothing. im tired, really. goodnight boys. enjoy your last day in SG tmr.

SHINee in SG!

2010-01-31T00:49:00.001+08:00
i think, i'll blog in a time-line way. mmmm.

100130
11PM: SHINee is a Trending Topic on twitter. apparently many were talking abt there are fans who were crowding around Lot1. fan strength: 100

12AM: legra smsed ama, saying that there are about 200 people already and it's best to come down now and overnight to be in the queue.

100131
1-3AM: zul's colleague called her up asking where she was. so by that time, her friend was in number 600ish

4-5AM: by then, it's been 1K already.

6.45AM: i reached, and the queue was massive. there were fans thronging about the length of the mall. i joined whichever queue and just told my self, "im in for the fun. im in for the fun. im...." i was prolly number 2K

8-9AM: the queue moves, idk why. saw familiar faces. and also saw those 1st 1K fans with numbers written on their hands. there were cheers, screams and fanchants. WHY? the mall is opening it's door. wait, no. FANS forced the door open. it was crazy. i wished they got injured or something. :/

10AM: had breakfast thanks to new friend felice and nency hahaha.

11AM: security sets up barricades and everyone starts to squeeze and gather. organisers and security gets 1st 1K fan to head up to lvl5, 10 at a time to purchase their tickets.

1145AM: fansign tickets sold out. security and organisers said the rest can try to go up.

1230PM: finally reached level 4 after all the squeezing and pushing and running and waiting. fans kept chanting, "SHINEE! SHINEE! SHINEE!" "LET US IN! LET US IN! LET US IN!" "WHY ARE WE WAITING?!" *SCREAMS* you do not know how embarrassed i was.

1PM: ai texted me, the boys just left the hotel. haha. stupid fans. fu. a fan shouted and asked the guards, "CAN U PLS TELL US WHATS GOING ON? R WE EVEN ALLOWED TO GO UP THERe?" the guard mouthed a "No." few fans started to leave.

1.30PM: me, ama, elma and felice left the crowd and hung out at the foodcourt thinking of our next plan. met kakrin and kakyam. we walked around lot1 going to the carpark for idk what blablabla.

1.50PM: saw a grp of fans sitting in such an orderly manner facing the tv screen opposite the train station. it looked as though we were worshipping the 40" plasma tv. the fasigning was aired live on the tv and everyone was screaming everytime the camera zoomed into the boys.

i swear the boys gave their most genuine smile despite looking tired. minho was looking fine with a suspender! onew was smoooookkkin hot wearing a wife beater and a checkered shirt. key's hair was prolly...having a myriad of colors. sorry bb, i wished you sticked with purple. taemin was looking so friggin cute with his fluffy hair. jjong's hair stood out the most on the overexposed plasma screen. he just gave this half smile. or smtg. idk.

each signing lasted for a mere 8s. pretty sad. no handshakes, no pictures. i initially wanted to borrow an Instax or use the holga/ricoh or the fisheye cam to take a picture if i was in the 1st 1K. but no. :(

2.50PM: taemin was the last dude finish the signing. onew was still limping :( i heard fans were waiting at the carpark lot and security had to use vulgarities to get the fans to gtfo. srsly, the fans were just over the top. fckn annoying.

i overheard from another girl that there were (fan?)boys selling the autographed album RIGHT AFTER THEY GOT THEIR SIGNATURE. what a jerk, right? he was selling at $120, double the original fansigning ticket price. wtf. so cocky. i was so disgusted yknw.

3-5PM: hung around the tv and had (bitching)discussion with fellow shawols and people. had lunch and then went up to the roof garden and took pictures with the poster lol and we sneaked into the waiting room and checked out the mobile toilet. AWSM PSM I TEL U.

k i miss the boys.

PHOTOS HERE AT HEYAAATI'S FB!

Bodyworlds + FTi

2010-01-30T22:45:00.006+08:00

headed to Science Centre with aficat, shini and mimi. met farouq there and we all entered Bodyworlds. lol there was a Digiphoto booth set up there i was like, HEHHH.

Bodyworlds was fkn surreal. every single exhibit are real and are to be treated with utmost respect. i had this tingly feeling when i was at the foetus exhibition. it's just so....wow.

the muscle men were awesome. so every body underwent plastination. so the body would be donated, injected with some chemicals to kill all bacteria and living micro organisms. then they'd soak/bath the body, and then position and harden it. the whole process prolly takes a year or so.
basically, Bodyworlds was friggin worth it. really breathtaking.

roamed around sci centre after that till i decided to head to Harborfront, Dragonfly with zul and jeyd. we waited outside for sometime to collect our merch. FYI NO WE WERE NOT WAITING FOR DA BOYS. it's like, if we see, we see. if we don't, we don't. plus we heard screamings already so wth. boohoo. so anyway the stickers i bought were awesome. i wanna paste it on their head lol.

headed to Ion for some sole-searching. wanted to get plimsolls but..NOOOOO. cottonon only serves the tiny footed. went to Newlook and bought a pair of leather oxfords. I LOVEEEE.

Feck

2010-01-30T12:17:00.001+08:00
im too disturbed to even blog about Bodyworlds today. SHINee's all on my mind right now. just thinking about tmr's session makes me cringe and shiver at the morbid thought of girls thronging around the mall at this ungodly hour. (note: it only starts at 0930 the next morn) i just can't sleep right now. how can i sleep?

i don't even...

why are you doing this to me?

SHINEE!

2010-01-29T01:41:00.004+08:00
reached the airport at 7ish and took the bus with a few other shawols who alighted at the wrong terminal hahahahaaa.

tried to look for the familiar faces but failed. so just stood a corner till i saw raudhahhhhhhhhh. it's been a while since i saw her in school too! plus her friend and sister.

hung around and stood together with other fans. made friends with other grls and a boy. :D that dood apparently was an onew/song joongki lookalike, from the side. hahahhhaha. so he was our "eyes" because he's tall and he was viewing through his LCD and i was the messenger ahahaha.

like after hours, the boys finally appeared and i could only see Minho and Onew clearly. yes bbys, minho is tall. TALL. YAY. and Onew was limping idek i hope he's fine. poor bb. and yeah, jjong was a douche he closed the curtains as soon as he took his seat in the bus. mmmm. key and taem was a qt.

ah. awesome. the fans were just plain annoying. with their fugly boards. or so. as long as i saw my boys though i didn't get to see Key clearly. :(

sunday, will be a promising day. can't wait. then again...just the thought of it scares me. :/

CHANGMINNNNNNN!

2010-01-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

irona. irona! IRONAA!! (wake up!) this was during one of their bigeast station. sigh, changmin is the best guy alive. h8ers to da left! ngl, i lold at 0112hrs.

Bring me back

2010-01-27T23:18:00.005+08:00
i went to Lot1 yesterday after school to check out the location for the fansign.

i roamed around alone, like a terrorist, looking for hidden spots and such. idk what Iris has done to me lololol i feel like becoming a counter terrorist agent when i grow up. hohoho or do forensics. and footprins and stuff.

today in school, me and the grls were polyvoring. checking out bags, shoes and accersories. i wanna go shopping so bad. i wanna look pretteh. :(

i forsee a great weekend filled with hot boys. i can't wait.

If I could, then I would.
I'll go wherever you will go.
Way up high or down low,
I'll go wherever you will go.

SAENGIL CHUKAHAE!

2010-01-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

100125 - Happy 20th LEEJUNHOOOOOO.
I miss your tweets. :( IMYBBY!

100126 - Happy 24th Kim Jae Joong! The ulzzang, cook, rapper, dancer, vocalist, dork, weird, mother, brother, boyfriend. IMY!

Formspring!

2010-01-24T00:57:00.002+08:00

ASK AWAYYYYYYYY!
SCROLL DOWN FOR FORMSPRING BOX. HEE HEE HEE.
don't worry. they're annonymous!
:D

Right now.

2010-01-24T00:40:00.001+08:00

i always wonder, how'd it be if i get the boys as my customers at work. would they be the typical koreans who say no and complain about everything? hahaa.

i wonder how different my teenage life would be if i had enough $$ for everything and anything like my friends. then again, money brings love and demons.

i wonder how school would be great if we just studied maths and science and not waste our time studying on cognitive, stupid thinking processing skills. who the f needs that. your brain can work the way it is and the way you think about something doesn't necessary involve that much steps.
the end.
check out my Flickr please!

P-party

2010-01-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

we had a pizza party today, during lunch. it was very very very abrupt indeed. well, for me.

all of a sudden, i was told we're ordering pizza today. and if we couldn't use the class fund, we each gotta fork out $3. and you know me. im broke. i have only 15cents in my purse. which is why i brought lunch from home.

so yeah. luckily faciLee managed to get our fund and we HAD 8 BOXES OF MINI PIZZA! WOOOOHOO.

so, it was one of the rare and totally awkward moments my class had. we were eating our baked dough topped with cheese quietly wtf. :/

plus chemistry was just ownage. hohohho. i luv my chem team. :D

OT: OMG MY CUSTOMER'S DAUGHTER IS WEARING THE FILA HIGHTOPS 2NE1 PROMOTED! AWSM! I WANTTTTTTTTT!!

im at work fyi hahaa. k bye.

I bought...

2010-01-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

a banana for a dollar. all proceeds will go to APSN. that's my younger sister's school fyi! mmm its not really a school. kinda like, APSN has many schools. Katong, Tanglin, YCK, Delta.. yeah. an association, rather.
and also... a ticket to..

how awesome is that! and at only half the price! perks of being a science student eh? hohoho. I CAN BARELY WAIT. that $10 was a tough one to dig.

sigh, on the 30th...is FTi's fanmeet. doubt i can be there in time for the merch sales. we'll see. k, goodnight.

$_$

2010-01-19T01:02:00.004+08:00

If you hear the saying,

Money can't buy me love, friendship & happiness.

THAT'S PURE MONKEY CRAP BALONEY.

ZOMGHHHH

2010-01-14T15:15:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMGGOGMGOMG
BRB BUYING A COACH TICKET FOR THE WEEKEND IN MARCH! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

PEEEENK!

2010-01-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

yeah, bbbbback to you, trusty pink phone. and my leg-less bear and panda charm is there but all dirty. erpz.

oh well, better than nothing. so people, you r able to contact me at my handphone no. alrdy. k bye.

I want a...

2010-01-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

Wha wha wha did she say?

2010-01-13T23:46:00.003+08:00
shitking told me to get a new crush. i asked, how?

Attend more gigs and keep a lookout. OR. Add or stalk random cute, hot boys on facebook.

hurhurr